Friday, November 30, 2012

Time to start over...

I nearly finished Lissa's course.  But I didn't.  I lost steam, got distracted (and not by doing things that mattered) and I just stopped.  Now I'm coming up to a point in my life where I see that I am really off track.  I am just short of solidly unhappy and angry all the time.  In many ways I am angry all the time.  Its time for that to change.  Permanently.  I don't want to live this kind of life.  I don't want to feel like this, I am more than this, I am capable.

My plan is to use December to get through this course.  There are 22 chapters, I'm sure I can read a chapter a day and get through the info and write.  But I'll also be reflecting on my thoughts and experiences from the last time I went through it all.

As for now I have some preparatory work to do (cleaning up and taking care of some scheduled business.)  I'll see you later!

Embracing my dreams one day at a time!