- Do you think living an authentic life is worth the risk?
It is, but it is also definitely scary. Mostly because at the point that you realize you need a change you have probably been "living a lie" or holding back for quite sometime and it may feel like you're "going against" something inside you to be any other way than what you appear to be. (Which is true, you're going against your fears.) Ultimately, I don't think there is any other way to be.
- Are you afraid that if you let your true self be witnessed, you will be rejected? Does this fear keep you from letting your freak flag fly? How much are you holding back?
I do hold a fear of rejection, like somehow I will not be good enough or disappoint people with who I am. But if so, so be it, I don't really need people like that in my life anyhow. I'd say I'm holding back 40 to 60 percent depending on the situation.
- Whose rejection do you most fear?
In my personal life I fear the rejection of my partner. Partially because I've heard him express some ideas about who he thinks I am that I know aren't always true. In my business life I fear the rejection of potential customers, that they will see wow she's kooky and they won't even come into my shop.
- Is that fear enough to hold you back from being your authentic self?
Honestly, I really don't think so. I'm so sick and tired of having to cater to other people's ideas that I've had it and can't stand to keep it up.
Playwork: Reveal Your Authentic Self to Someone You Trust
- Check in with your own feelings? How did it go?
I just got the responses back from the two people I came out too and they were both positive. The first more directly gave input on each section and commented how she thought points were normal and "within reason", whereas some were outright odd. Most of all though she appreciated my coming to her and trusting her and my individuality. The second was brief and merely commented on how she felt I did a good job and she was glad I didn't pick everything apart (which I'm famous for - over analyzing). I feel they both were right, but I also picked slightly biased people. I have known one since 2003 and we often have private conversations. The other I have known while working in a club, and we became close friends due to our commonalities. Since then we have become even closer even though we've only known one another since 2009.
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